目前日期文章:201105 (6)

瀏覽方式: 標題列表 簡短摘要

2 more life determining paper to go. 
cant stand the fact that other ppl finished their papers and happily enjoying now and i still have to struggle with these shit.

 

i know how much it meant for me, but i'm so NOT IN THE MOOD!
its like im looking staring at the dream that is getting further, saying buhbye to me. and im like slumbering, taking my own sweet time, slacking, and BLOGGING HERE! instead of chasing after it. wtf. 

and the best part is, no matter how hard i tried, i'll never get what i want. great job m2. :/


文章標籤

m213 發表在 痞客邦 PIXNET 留言(0) 人氣()

 

its last paper for those who take math chem and phy. 
so nais.

btw, screw chem.
at first, i was expecting at least 80 marks for p4, then i realize thats quite impossible for me. so, i lower it to 70 and above. at least still an A. but now, i really wonder if i can actually get 60, at least, out of 100. :S
i know myself well, no more A for chem. gone. bye bye.

okay. quit emo-ing. since its the last day for those, who didnt take bio in my class, and didnt retake phy, its their last paper today, so, heheh. PHOTOSESSION!!! =DD 

 

wanyung, me and yy. 
i like this. 3 different, happy facial expression, different happy =) 

AHPA!

wanyung, me and desmond.

MING YING! =D

SO HAPPY HUH JUYINN XD

m213 發表在 痞客邦 PIXNET 留言(0) 人氣()

so i went college's library to study today. this time i studied in the 2nd floor. its WAYYY too noisy at the 1st floor. stupid immature boi boi(s) playing counter strike in library (im fine with that) + shouting till the whole library's 1st floor can hear. those boys never, NEVER concern about that there are people who are studying there. and what i can say is, YOU BOYS ARE REALLY STUPID AND SELLFISH!
nice place to study in the 2nd floor, except the fact that every class changing session will be darn noisy. some nuts will scream, or shout, playing with their friend like no one's business.
actually, i can't really blame them. coz they are just too excited for the FOOD moment(om nom nom nom~~~ *grin*), and forgot that it's actually the library's queit zone, just behind the doors infront of their class.

btw, i found out something QUITE interesting. =D

yeap, this IS my chem step by step =)
and OFCOURSE! the FAKE ORIGINAL VERSION =D 

 

  

random fella: after 1 month, i wont be coming back. 

a random person: i wish i was can be smarter and a better person
and the other person replied: i wish i am too... 
LOL!  

emo fella: after 1 month, i won't be seeing you again, i wish i can forget u...

a self motivating fella: I CAN! (in chinese) xD

.

.

.

m213 發表在 痞客邦 PIXNET 留言(0) 人氣()

it ain't about how good you are when it comes to all these rubbish.

when it comes to a situation that people have zero knowledge about u, and you are not doing your best, sorry, u're out. 

it's all about knowing each other that gives you the priority. and this really make things HOPELESS. 

 

you gave me nothing, except for those non-functioning things. HOW AM I GONNA GIVE YOU MY BEST????? i planned everything perfectly, but in the end of the day, i get to use NOTHING i planned. and you, dont blame the others. you, yourself, are the one to be blamed. you are responsible for things to go right, you should've reach earlier that day itself and check if everything's alright and to be fair. dont use the excuse that how the workers laze around. its none of my business.

you kept me waiting like a nuts, and ended up with regrets. HOW AM I EVER GONNA TRUST YOU PEOPLE??

i put hope in it. but in the end, WHAT DID I GET? FULL OF REGRETS! NOTHING BUT REGRETS, for wasting my time with a bunch of idiots.

 

its not that im pissed for such a small matter. im just, dissapointed with what u people gave me. u crushed my hope, as if u stepped on an ant, accidently, without u knowing. 

i know all these rubbish happen all the time everywhere. i just didn't expect that i'll face that once more. 

 

in the end i just wanna say,

screw you, for dissapointing me.

i know its not worthing to bitch here though


m213 發表在 痞客邦 PIXNET 留言(0) 人氣()

  • May 07 Sat 2011 09:06
  • 6/5

this, will be a really emo post. just to warn you beforehand. 

so.. yesterday was the last day of class. yes. CAL. last day of class.

i felt sad, as in really sad, that not everyone is here. WHY? i mean, that's the last time that we actually sit down together in class, facing the teachers, and crap around. 

i was really shocked that when i reach the class, only seejia and nic was there. maybe i shouldn't expect too much from you ppl. photo sessions for last day of class? its pointless without you people. 

PM14 is a relatively small class compared to other class since the beginning of the course. and as the course started, people left one by one. 1st was ppl changing class. and thanks to that, yy and shichun joined pm14 =) then michelle ting's changing course here and there, and finally, she quited A lvl to some... unknown course.. :P actually i dont even know what she's doing oso. gah. then florence. she left us too. then lixian, chern ,ain and shichun. finally, lisa and alan left. =(

to all the jan10' PM14-ian (lol), i really wanna thank you ppl.  i love all of u. my classmates. each and everyone of u. no matter u're the ex or current. thank you for giving me such a wonderful,  fantastic, fantabulous (LMAO) great 1.5 year! yes. u ppl gave me wonderful memories. the sexist part of us, LMAO moments, the bitching abt ppl moments, the comforting each other moments (lol this sounds so wrong... ... i cherish those moments. really. i dont know how u ppl feel. but i love being together with you people. =)

there's this feeling in me since yesterday, somewhere deep inside me(ahh maybe im too fat xD), very very deep inside, i felt really sad. as in the really really sad. especially when saying goodbye to each other. no more having fun classes together. 

and imma book you guys now, 25/5, 2:30pm. imma grab each and everyone of you, to take pic with me. 2 person pic =D you and me. all 16 of u! u'd better not run away!!


m213 發表在 痞客邦 PIXNET 留言(0) 人氣()

i've been so inefficient these days. the laziness, in me, damn, such a disaster!

sometimes, i wonder, is it possible to achieve the straight A's that i wanted so so so so so much? it's only a week or slightly more remaining. dang. and i'm as if still at the starting point, still slacking, when other people sprinted already halfway, or 3 quarter, reaching the end. 

 

it's like, whatever i studied, i memorised, it's not in my head, in my anus perhaps? as if whatever i studied just came out like how i pee and shit. wtf. 

and its so depressing when i look at the academic calendar, it's getting nearer, day by day, and i'm still remaining at the same place. damn. 

 

i'm so stupid. so stupid. STUPID. 


m213 發表在 痞客邦 PIXNET 留言(0) 人氣()

您尚未登入,將以訪客身份留言。亦可以上方服務帳號登入留言

請輸入暱稱 ( 最多顯示 6 個中文字元 )

請輸入標題 ( 最多顯示 9 個中文字元 )

請輸入內容 ( 最多 140 個中文字元 )

請輸入左方認證碼:

看不懂,換張圖

請輸入驗證碼