results day's OVER!!!! i feel that it's quite neccessary for me to come here and say something about it.
to some people, my result's not that good, some even get the same thing as me, they're emo-ing now. but to me, i think it shows effort, how much i successfully convert my effort to percentage. although it's not great, but it ain't bad. im satisfied. :)
to me, getting an A proves my effort went into a good way. it shows how much i studied, which is alot. i remember i said, i aimed for straight A's. apparently, the perfection didnt happen in me. i got a B for my chemistry, yes, i really slacked alot after my trials, coz i thought that i was good enough in chem, and as time goes, i forget what im suppose to remember. yes. this shows that, dont be over confident, thinking that u're smart. no. but, i didn't feel that bad, because firstly, everything has ended, its like, i officially have nothing to do with Cambridge A-level anymore. secondly, it's my fault, lesson learnt, its my own laziness, the only person im to blame with is me, myself. but whats the point of being sad right now? no point. its already a fact, gotta accept it anyhow. i wanna say sorry to mamaG for letting her down, she actually gave me an A for my forecast, and that's the only thing i feel bad about my results.
i'm a person who gets nervous easily especially towards things that i care ALOT!
seriously, this is the 1st time in my life, not sleeping for more than 24 hrs. i cant sleep. im so worried about the results. thanks to my parents constantly telling me bad cases. i only applied 1 uni, and they keep reminding me if my results aren't good enough to get into it. dang. but luckily, i manage to get into uni :D
my body was aching when i so called 'woke up' this morning at 8 something.
and yeah. record breaking day. i freaking clicked the refresh button for 2 whole hours and more just to get into the freaking website and check for my results.
just wanna ask, U KNOW that this is happening everytime when u release results right? THEN WHY DONT U IMPROVE THE FREAKING WEBSITE!!!! do u know that the money we pay u people for the examination fees are ALOT??? u can freaking earn bazillion there. but why dont u use those money to improve the results checking website?
anyways, i wanna thank all my teachers, ms annie, mamaG and mr satya :D thanks for the consultation time. tho i didnt went very frequent until examination days. and i wont forget that i was the only one who attended bio class when its getting nearer to exam. its kinda fun though. but skipping classes is even more fun :P
we had great times attending your classes. :) although our class is not like other class, scoring crazily high marks, but, hey, u know, some filthy rich ppl go for tution, we dont :D
OWH AND! WHEN ARE THE FREAKING PM14s MEETING UP???? (for those who're still in selangor/KL) LETS FREAKING MEET UP BEFORE THE FREAKING UNI STARTS ;P
and finally, CAL, im done.
*feelin kinda sad now*