the moment u see the smile on the majority's face. you know they aced it.
and the dark cloud, the dark feeling, the fear, slowly seep into me.
the thought of what if i cant go through this time? there's no one to blame but myself for being so slacked in the previous semester. now that the most important paper was done. the only thing now i can do is to hope for the best.
i tried be optimistic. but no, that is actually a lie to myself. i know. no one could be more disappointed to myself than me. it wasnt that hard. but why the hell did i not trust my instinct? i really dont know what to do if i dont get through this.