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when things doesnt go in your way,
you just hate it. we hate it. everybody hates it. 

when you realize things you wished that it will be the best, no longer going to be the best, the anger, the disappointment, the unwillingness to face the reality,  gushes up form your bones into your mind, you try to do everything you can to fix it. and after you wasted so much money on the phone calls, after the long hours of searching until the eyes are dry and pain, after so much energy wasted, you realize, there's nothing you can do about it but to face it. 

then reality forces you to face it. no matter how unwillingly you are, you have to face it. 

by looking how the others being so chill about it. you feel that your effort are useless. eventhough you get what you want, they wouldn't appreciate it. 

they think, ignorance is a bliss. you are such an inefficient biatch. that's all. nothing much to describe. wasting time.

when you try to give some thoughts out, they still ignore you. all they do is ignore, ignore and ignore at that time, and talk bad about you after some time, telling everyone 'mysteriously' and 'secretively' how inferior you are. 

you should feel even honoured if / whenever i talk to any of you. because i dont talk to anyone. the more important you are to me, the more i talk to you. not even giving my opinions. 

you see, the thing is i tried commiting myself with you people. and all you did was IGNORE. i know it's fun to ignore someone. but please bare in mind, i am now giving you 3 last chances. once 3 of them are used up, i'd say, sorry but you people are out of my world. 


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i hate it when im finish talking, no one replied. i mean, it is still okay if no one replied. but some people just give you those faces 

  • 'so what?' 
  • 'wtf u're wasting my time' 
  • 'wth i dont wanna listen to your crap' 
  • 'no you're such an idiot'

this is not the worst. the worst thing is the ignorance plus back stabbing... not back stabbing exactly, but something like bad comments behind you? erm, you know what i mean right? yes you know. 

i mean seriously, if you dont want me to talk, just tell me and i'll stop. 

i just cant stand people unsatisfied with others and not telling them. i know you need a great courage to tell them. but isnt it always better to tell them in their face so that they realize their weakness. i know making fun behind them, bitching behind them is fun. but find it very inconsiderate and unfair. you want improvements in you, others do so. why dont you give a chance for others to improve themselves than spreading news around that others are inefficient, being so reluctant and unprofessional? 

humans. 
why must you make things in such a complex way?
why must you make your life so miserable?  


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i.am.so.addicted.to.gangnam.style.right.now! :O

it is funny. 

i mean it is not the first time of me having an addiction 

the song stuck in my head for the whole day. perhaps it stays in the head for a few more days, even weeks. 

until one day, i get sick of it. 

and i hate it. 

 

then, one day after sometime, i come across the song, 

and im addcited again. 

and there goes the cycle. 

over and over again. 

 

:P


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Eversince I entered IMU, i never dislike nor hate their staffs coz they haven't done anything that cross my line. 

But up to today, I'm feel a bit dislike the staffs. All these while the way they play with their fingers, wasting my time asking me to call to the different extensions whenever I seek for help, I complain to my friends, but i didnt dislike the staffs. Im just unsatifsied with their attitude. that's all. and the way they plan to cut down the orientation, i dont hate them, sometimes even, i find it reasonable. because we indeed ARE disturbing the residents of vista. I understand. 

I admit i exaggarate things all the time. But no, not this time. I'll just tell you what exactly happened. 

SO, about the venue booking, we did it a bazillion months ago (nah jk, it was only 3 months ago) then we finally went back to them for the venue confirmation. and this is what happened. we asked for chancellor, they said no, because there's a convo on the next day. then the day after i went and ask, what about audi. NO again, coz they're using audi as well. then i asked the other day. what if we end our event early and arrange the stuffs for them. then she said NO. its not a thing that we say arrange means arrange. and im like.. owh okay... o.O THEN, we asked for atrium. she said, its not booked should be ok. and finally, she said yes. 4 pairs of ears heard that.  and when we went and get the confirmation, she said NO. atrium is used to arrange those tables as well. 

yes. i.am.pissed. 

i dont hate her. i dont exactly dislike her. im pissed but im not pissed of her. it's hard to describe this feelings. its just that i want it to be good. 

people been asking me to chill. no. i cant and i wont. 

its the last night. do you want to cramp yourself in the damn LT like what? sardine in the tin? 

you all know. its the last night. the most people of all nights. well maybe the first day will be the most, last night will be the second most. but i want it to be good. i dont care if the other days suck or rock. i dont care. all i want is this event to end it nicely. that is all. 

i dont care if any of you say im stubborn. yes i am. 

and i dont care if any of you talked bad about me regarding my performance as the second secretary. inefficient, suck, i cant do things, I.DONT.CARE.

its a place full of back stabbings and stupid, illogical, ridiculous rumours. and i AM a very sensitive person. a hypersensitive ones. 

so, dont cross the line. 


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