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tomorrow's the day, and yea, new batch of the xueji's WILL be coming in (woohoo!!!)

actually, speaking of xueji, its something that used to comfort me, alot. not to say no more but, i think its because of the distance between us, we're all busy with our own things. and.. the last time i'd actually met them was... during the national camp???!!! which i'm holding a post of counselor and i didn't did much about it, sureen did it for me instead... due to my piano diploma exam. and. oh! luckily i managed to PASS!!! =D ( im sure history wont repeat ofor my L with that kinda suckie result)

back to topic.

i was REALLY thinking whether or not to go that camp. but at last, i chose not to go.

maybe you xueji's reading this post will feel that my reasons is... stupid, unforgivable... but yea, thats MY reasons of not going. ==

you know, FIRST! sg besi is WAY TOO FAR frm Subang. i know some of you frm Subang who's still effing smgt going there.no matter how. but, humans, i dont have a car, even i have a car, i cant drive yet, and even i can drive, i dont know how to go, even i know how to go, MY PARENTS WILL NOT ALLOW ME TO GO... so far... i know it's ridiculous that im 18, and my parents are still kinda like look after me as if im a tiny lil baby. and THAT'S THE FACT! and besides, im really tired. i need rests. plus, i need to practise. though i didnt, today.... ... ... lol

and, sometimes, i do feel like, im left behind... sometimes... for me, it's pointless, when we have a so called 'gathering', and ppl are talking only to their own-old-usual-gang. then what's the point of it? you dont even wanna communicate with us.. what's the point of us having it? what's the point of me going back when most of you sticking back to your own gang? yes, as a human, we do, sometimes dislike some ppl... but this is not the way... every people have their own good thing inside them. its not that, you think he/she is bad, they'll be ALWAYS as what you people think. stop fantasizing!

and fyi, fantasizing is what i used to do. especially for xueji. things changed. especially when u grow. when i was a xueji, i had prob with school's friends. and i thought that wouldn't happen is xueji. because, xueji's is different. most of us are the same type of people. but as time past, things doesnt seems like that. things weren't as perfect as i thought. and, i started to learn things.

do you know that, sometimes, fantasizing IS a good thing, especially if you kinda use it to... ... ... de-stress?? when u're depressed??? (haha it rhymes lol) but humans, dont over use it... or u're gonna be like a jour... blaming this and that, all the time, or nowadays what ppl call it.. emo?!

ok im outta topic, again.. ==

so, it really depends on you, how you utilize it.

and i know some of you, take xueji as.. a going-out-together-friend, or only-laughing-together-friend and etc. but, as what the xueji's always say, we're a family, a really HUGE family. with tons of biologically-unrelated-humans. we dont bitch abt xueji (sometimes we do, though. due the to boringness and the over-kan-cheong-ness)

xueji's a place where, its the 1st time, i felt im loved, by a friend. the 1st place where i've been totally 24hr high in other ppl's view. whenever they think about me, they'll think of, owh... the chih sin poh... 24 hrs high, hyper active, or what so ever. yea. i have to admit it coz everytime i see you guys, i just dont wanna make you guys feel bored, and run away frm me just because im not fun, i dont wanna be alone, i dont wanna be the one who's left behind, so much.

all of this, was how i felt last time. and that eventually leads to what u guys think about me - the so called hyperactive fat girl. owh and, i admit that, most of the time, things weren't fun without a bunch of people, laughing together with you.

but now, i feel that, its important. somehow, i just feel that way.

and, i really miss you guys, ALOT.

i miss those days, getting scolded together, and bitch about the seniors together.. and how much i've cursed them XD and ahh, those are so NOT gonna happen... i mean.. those curse, are not gonna come true XD

yeap, the 22nd batch, spot me!

those 22nd batch of xueji's who went back, last year.

random one, guess where, it was held at my primary skl!! =D

owh and that's the major reason that i went back last year. teehee

the 22nd batch xueji, frm section A

lol this sounds so like test paper, where we have section A, B, C, D to answer XD

the total mashed up batch of section A =D

there are 3 u8's there!! haha u8 won =D

5 actually, woei jie and en li weren't in his pic. huhu

owh this is the best part!!! we were doing tang-yuan during.. 3 am??

owh and ofcourse, we heard something creepy =DD

miao laughed like something really funny coz fish did someting funny? i guess? owh he DID made a fish shaped tang yuan. (i dont think we should call it as tang yuan anymore.. we should call that particular one tang yu instead XD) doubt you get what i meant.

this was the 1st camp fire we did, and so do xueji =D

that nite was TOTALLY FUN! and exhausted. coz i was the emcee, and somehow, there's some boi boi, chasing me around, that i hv to run around that HUGE primary skl!!! bt that was REALLY FUN! awesome feeling =D