Sometimes, i feel lonely, 

as if im standing alone all these while, that what i felt, was illusions. 

 

Sometimes, i thought im almost there, 

but things, somehow happen in such way,

as if they want me to know, im not good enough, dont be happy too early, you aren't that good yet,

and that, really drag me from sky, back to ground. 

 

Sometimes, i have this thought,

no matter how hard i try, i'll never get what i wanted, all these while,

maybe my expectations' too high. 

 

Sometimes, i reject things straight away, without thinking,

and when i think about it again, 

i feel that they were right, i'm too stubborn.

 

Sometimes, i feel like giving up,

im mentally way too tired for all these things. 

 

Most of the time, i get things that i wanted, 

since long time ago,

but that was, long time ago, 

and its always there whenever i dont need it;

when i need it, it disappear, again.

 

people and things around me,

i really LOVE all of u,

but please don't disappoint me,

i had enough of it.

 

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