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things happened these days are being so hopeless

ohwait, seems like this post gonna be an emo post. u can just click the 'x' up there if u're not interested. 

ok.

here we go.

i feel darn bad for everything i did these days since starting of uni. too much of inside stories. and i choose not to say it here. (i learnt my lesson few years back from being too honest and telling out everything i felt at my blog and in the end, hah, i suffered.)

guess u're scratching ur head trying to figure out what happened? nahh. its not something big. i'm a very sensitive person. i just can't get over things eventhough its no big deal. whenever i felt embarrassed, that feeling will be in me for, at least 2 weeks? and especially when i did something wrong and i can't get over it, that's like a month at least for me to get over it. seriously. (like my recent violin exam, i felt really bad screwing it up and that made me didn't sleep for 1 whole week, and in order to feel better in that 1 whole week, i have to drown myself in wongfuproductions everyday, 24/7, but that helps :D)

this time, i feel that im being too thick faced. for those who dont know, i hate being those people that go around and ask for help as if im a baggar or something, especially to people that im not so close to, yet. its as if im taking advantage on people, and i HATE being like that. and yea. this is what im feeling these days. 

orientation in uni was great. but my parents' been nagging alot. when i say alot, means ALOT! and when i say they're nagging, well, they probably go beyond nagging, u know what i mean.

P/S: i effing hate transport problem