♪♫ ~*Mi¢hεl£ε•τoo~*♪♫

sometimes, silence's the gold, preferably, with a smile. and that's what i always do. 

been having mood swings these days and its so temperamental. its like, being hyper in this min, and the next sec, not sure whether's the consequence of being hyper or what, i'm emo. its like a plane crash. being high up in the sky few min ago and nxt few min, crashed. and the funniest thing is, im back to normal in the nxt few min, and there again, when im alone or even some small, tiny lil thing happened, i get emo again. sigh. hormones *shakes head*

i wouldnt say i've been crying alot these days, in fact, i did cry. but not a lot. 

i need to release all these shit i have in me. and the only way, is through tears. shedding these tears, with full of negative feelings, feels great. ofcourse, i have a shortcut way of shedding these tears, watching some sad/touching movie. :P i mean, that's the fastest way to cry if u feel really horrible at the moment but there's no way to release it. To be frank, i tried crying using adele's song. but, idk whether the problem is that i listen to much to her songs or what, i somehow can't cry. the most would be tearing up, and it dried up. thats all. 

ANYWAYS, im kinda outta topic now. back to topic. :P 

these mood swings, people been asking me, what happened to me these days. and my only reaction to them is to give either my hiao-est laugh or my sweetest smile, without any words replied. its not that i dont wanna reply, but i really thing it's pointless to explain and its all small matter, i dont wanna exaggerate it to wow you people, and partly, im lazy to think how to rephrase my sentence in a proper way. u know i suck at it :/

kissin's playing's taking my breath away. 

to me, he's some weirdo in life, as in the way he talk, he act, etc. 
but all these doesn't really matter after listening to his playing. 

he's a great performer indeed.
one of the most gifted.  

perhaps u'll understand what i've been feeling after listening to all these songs.