i've been blogging for years. and yes. i never like to go back and read the post i blogged. because it seemed so childish. and i somehow dont like to face the fact that im childish because i truly believe that i AM mature, at that moment, and a moment later, hahh, i still think that im childish :P 

as you can see, my blog updates are getting less by year. 

not that i dont feel like blogging, but i've got nothing to blog about.
or you can read it as, i suck in words, i suck at writing. 

no matter how good the topic that is for me to blog about, i somehow never type it into words, the sentence that im satisfy with. Never. Just somehow. 

i have friends complaining to me that my blog's dead, and i always reply them with a smile, or a laugh, and continued with, 'yeah im busy', or ' i've got nothing to blog about' 

well, the reason i said i've got nothing to blog about, as i told you, i suck in words, i dont know how to put those feelings into words, it's something deep inside me, it's huge, and it's so condense. and everytime i have those feeling, its when i want to blog about, but i just cant put it into words. ahhhh words, you're killing me.

even when it comes to studies. how much I just wish that im better in language and understanding, so that I can remember things with less effort. 

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