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i always wanted to update this blog with interesting things. 

but the thing is, i've got nothing interesting to post about it here. life's being miserable these days. as juyinn said. its tough.

exams are like wave, it never end, its coming one after another. not me this time but the siu didis'. after theirs, i have to face my CAL results. i've got no idea what's it gonna be. as the days getting closer, im getting more worried. no joke. anything can happen for CAL. when u think u can get an A, u might not get it. thats what i learnt from my AS. yes. bio. :/ owh and after facing MY results, THEIR results together with MY violin practical exam's coming out probably in september or october. gawsh. 

i'm those ppl who NEVER like suspense. some people might like it, but, sadly, im not one of those. just because of that, sometimes i feel as if i cant breathe. its like, my heart went really heavy suddenly, and its not pumping properly. 

i just dont like all these crap. i dont mind for good results. but if its bad results, i'd rather not to know them. no one like bad results right? now its not the time for saying that im regret or im putting too high expectations on myself or wtv crap. its whether i get it, or not.  

sometimes i really feel like killing myself. 

once again, i NEVER LIKE SUSPENSE. shiats.

just realized that i lost the key.

im so dead.