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i've been so inefficient these days. the laziness, in me, damn, such a disaster!

sometimes, i wonder, is it possible to achieve the straight A's that i wanted so so so so so much? it's only a week or slightly more remaining. dang. and i'm as if still at the starting point, still slacking, when other people sprinted already halfway, or 3 quarter, reaching the end. 

it's like, whatever i studied, i memorised, it's not in my head, in my anus perhaps? as if whatever i studied just came out like how i pee and shit. wtf. 

and its so depressing when i look at the academic calendar, it's getting nearer, day by day, and i'm still remaining at the same place. damn. 

i'm so stupid. so stupid. STUPID.