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1 week break after finishing a system is great. 
at least i've got time to rest my mind out, sleep like the nobody's business ( it is actually :P) then catch up with what i left behind ( although it ain't much... it its always better than nothing) :D
there's a say, 'sleeping is a medical student's luxury'. 
well, i disagree this saying when i first heard because i just couldnt understand how can a person crave for sleep when u're only studying. then slowly, when the days are nearer to the sem1 exam, i start to think, damn i need sleep, im lack of it. and that onwards, i cherish my sleeping time, each and everytime, i'll make sure i have quality sleep :P

i've been blogging for years. and yes. i never like to go back and read the post i blogged. because it seemed so childish. and i somehow dont like to face the fact that im childish because i truly believe that i AM mature, at that moment, and a moment later, hahh, i still think that im childish :P 
as you can see, my blog updates are getting less by year. 
not that i dont feel like blogging, but i've got nothing to blog about.
or you can read it as, i suck in words, i suck at writing. 

you blame, you bitch, you scold ALL THE TIME! and for the wrong reason, EVERYTIME, but not even an apologize after that. 
showing your faces, yes i know that's your superiority, that you're so good at it. -.-
and what i hate the most, is that whenever you bitch, your stare, your glare, and the most annoying shaking head, acting that u're swallowing your saliva. HELL! do u even have that MUCH saliva to swallow? DO YOU? 
could you PLEASE, i beg you, at least get your facts right before you start shouting like a bitch. i dont mind you shaming yourselves but hello, if that's something to do with me, then you're messing with the wrong person.

sometimes, u wanted something so badly, and the jealousy comes when you saw other people having it (person/stuffs/jobs, nothing in specific) and u even curse the person who has it. but as time passed, you slowly get use to it, you started thinking, things aint that bad actually, why so persistent? the world ain't gonna end just because u don't get what you want. 
in the end, when that person lost what he/she got, and there goes the 'awwww D:'
i dont know if you people experienced this, but this happens all the time to me. 
you jealous, you get used to it, and when you're finally used to it, things end, you feel sad for them, and you regret. 

  
it was really fun running around splashing, shooting water to people. 
and im in love with that boy, he's sooooo cute :3
so cute :D   

i'd never been so tired in my life before college. 
eversince i stepped into college, life's getting busier, time is flying like mad. its like today is monday, the next thing you realize it IS already friday!
and eversince i stepped into uni, my life is full of printing lecture notes, staring at the computer, staring at the lecture notes, locking myself on the chair, and my ass getting bigger and bigger day by day. its really tiring. yet, as i said in the previous post, im happy. not that i'll say i love this life or i dont like life like this, but at least, im happy of what im doing now, no matter how tiring i am.
why am i happy? 

im busy these days. really busy. 
im tired, really tired. exhausted i mean :p
but im happy. 
no matter what happened are now the past. and what i need to do is to work for the future. ohyeah~

u're doing such stupid things over and over again.
and u think u're always right. stop being so childish.  
u're a male yet u act like a bimbo/bitch.
this is too much.
how much more do i need to tolerate with those shit u're to do?
i hate people who scold people for the wrong/exaggerated reasons and no apologies after that. 

can't sleep the night before and u clearly know that u need to wake up early the next morning.
whatever u tried to remember just doesn't stay in your mind for long. no, wait, it's not exactly that but it just happen to flash out much later than u need it and since you can't remember, you start to crap and the fantastic part is u dont even know what the hell are u crapping. it's like a reflex thing, it just comes without you knowing though some might make sense but u know it doesn't make sense most of the time.
then the hands start to get colder, then it shivers, then palm sweats. 
and the mistakes are all over the place. 

I've got so many things in my mind. 
i've got so many plans to work out. 
so many things to buy,
so many things to achieve.