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Warning: This is a post bitching about some stranger replied my comment on youtube. For those who think its pointless to continue reading, you may proceed/continue anything you're to do.
Things started this way. For those who don't know, there's a show on the television called 'Astro Star Quest' and there's a contestant called Nicole, singing Adele's 'Set Fire to the Rain' 
and for those of you who don't know, IM A FREAKING HUGE FAN OF ADELE!!!!!! i listened to her album '21' for countless times. over and over again. 
AND!!!! This girl, Nicole, she sang my favourite singer's song! of course, we ALL know that singing Adele's song is like a hell of hard song to sing it decently if you dont have certain level of skills with you. 

 
 
 they're probably the sweetest couple i ever saw. 
not too geli like some of the couples.
they dont usually show the geli part of them in public :) 

and this is the reason why im so addicted to this musical by only watching once
 
 

he was the only person i use all these years to tune my piano. well, not only. i tried, i mean, my mom tried the other fella, once, we never ask others anymore. 
he tune my cheap wall piano since i was primary school. till today, it's been more than 10 years. see, time flies. 
and today, he came to tune my piano. becaue i was complaining the piano sounded horrilble with the off pitch. for those who have a piano at home, you should know how it sounds. for those who dont have and dont know how it sounds, i'll say it's really awful.
anyways, this guy, he is so humble. probably the most humble person i've seen in my life. the way he talk, so polite, like those sisters in csu when asking they are you to do some favour. the ''please''s and ''thank you''s each with face facing the floor bow. i dont know if it's real, but it looked so sincere. and i feel so touched to a certain point. 

i dont write perfect english nor perfect chinese like other people here in IMU. but somehow, i still choose to write. 
im not sure if this is what making continue writing. 
you see, the thing is, my english sucked from the start, and now? not much improvement i'd say. if i dont make me myself to at least use the words i have in me, i know that clearly, the day that i speak typical-chinese-english is near. which is what i dont want it to happen. 
i need to at least use this to voice out what i am feeling at every moment i feel like writing! 
there are times where there are so much feelings in me and i wanna write, but there is just something in me, making me cant piece it together at those moments and when those moments are over, i dont feel like writing anymore. 

U know, I know, we ALL know, most of the people on this earth dont like complicated things. 
even in  studies, love, life, etc. 
is it a must for people to complicate things in their life? isnt your life complicated enough to figure your future out? why do people tend to complicate their things around them and make life so much more miserable? 
or is it the same theory as playing a hard music piece, showing off your techniques, what u're capable of, or solving a guinness record standard difficult math question to prove that u're smart, in life instead. 

或许我们在你们眼中很无谓，
或许我们在你们眼中除了陌生人，什么都不是，
要怪也只有怪我们错过了黄金时期，但我们都不想。
原来，我对你们，根本就不能抱着任何希望。就算是一丝，也不被允许的。
因为就算是一丝希望，失望还是有，心，还是纠着痛。
就像是被爱人遗忘。
或许这种感受你们不懂。 
又或许你们不在乎， 但我们都在乎。 我们真的，很在乎！
凡事都说出口，那，心，又是交来做什么？ 

I dont know if you have this problem, because apparently, I have. 
sometimes, the same sentence, in my mind and after I say it out, it is like two whole meaning. Somehow, sometimes, I got too excited and the tone changes, i start to talk they way that my mind doesnt programme to deliever the message. HOWEVER! i tend to say it in a sacarstic/bad/evil/etc way, BUT MY MIND DOESNT EVEN MEAN IT! and to some people who dont know me that well or not that close to me, they'll hate the way I talk and they eventually hate me. :( yeah, one of you. 
I know, I can't please everyone in this world, neither I am so LoA, desperate to be the most likable person in the world, NO! I'm NOT! 
but to certain people, i do think that way :P 

Dear Uni folks, to those who think im PMS-ing/shit face-ing, my apologies. 
i really have no energy to smile to you awesome people like i usually do. My weekend were exhausting, it was interesting however. :P
the whole saturday was all about children, KIDS!
first was teaching, 4 hours was tiring enough. then it was outing straight after i finished work to S. Pyramid for shopping till late evening then dinner in SS17 (the food there was REALLY awesome).

food 
is
awesome
:D