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Imagine, the moment before you open your eyes, all you heard was someone shouting your name at the door, loudly, till the whole street hears, and it's not your fault to wake up in time coz the phone alarm won't ring when you did set it last night. 

How would you feel? 

All she did to you was shouting and shouting, because she was so worked up, her staff fell sick again after recovering past few days. And she kept putting the blame on you, just to release her stress on her shoulders. It's just a way for her to relief her stress in her. All she always do are telling who's right who's wrong. Her favourite part will be stating 'it's (somebody's) fault.!!' She just loves to do that. 

If you ever saw this post, I feel sorry for you to take me as your punching bag. I suck at it. I fought back. I fought back because you  ruined my morning. I apologized right after i came down running to the toilet. You probably didnt heard, because you were so blinded by your anger. 

By the way, this post is not to apologize to you, coz i won't. Of all the things, I HATE people shouting me, scolding me, accusing me in the morning the most. I know you had it all the time and you let it be. But I'm not you, I won't let it be. So I fought back, coz you crossed the line. I cried, because I was so angry. It took me quit sometime to stop the tears. Do you know how hard was it to stop those tears? 

Did you notice this is the first time in my life i hung up so rudely to you? If you do, and just in case u're wondering, I was damn pissed at the moment. Please bare in mind, you were shouting to me over the phone. it was 15 minutes passed, and you still haven't get over it. Plus all the messages you sent, it was over my limit. I'm an accusing intolerant person. Perhaps knowing me for so many years, you didn't discover this part of me. 

You have your ego in you. Especially these years, when you're in your perimenopause, perhaps I'll learn more the hormonal changes in your stage. 
You think that you know each and all of us so well, because your nieces talk to you alot. But not for me, I'm too complicated for you to understand. Perhaps, it seems I know you more than you know me. It's like I always can predict what are your responses. 

Now you won't talk to me. But seriously, I dont care that much like last time. I know u're waiting for my apology, but no. I admit my rudeness, but you being the one who triggered this to happen, and spreading bad comments around about me, and for the shoutings that ruined the start of my day, no, no apologies from me.