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SO! =D prom was over, which means, yeah. we're officially dismissed. wtf. =( but, its true also, people who're not local, will go all the way back to their hometown. and the locals are still stuck here, until, IF they have any chance to study in other country..??? IF..???

gosh. why'd i start this post with such a.. ... ... A SAD FEELING??? NOOO!!!

okokok!

SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lets make it sounds fun because IT IS! to be honest, the overall program was quite boring, if u actually follow every single thing. BUT!!!!!!!!!! c'mon!! WE ARE STUDENTS!!! =DDD basically, most of us ignored the emcees xD and i actually getta overheard their conversation, that they are, abiiiiiiiiiiiiiit pissed that we're actually ignoring them. HEHE they were like... THEY ARE NOT LISTENING!!!! TALK SO MUCH FOR WHAT???? LOL

then, ofcourse, i ignored. again. xD coz i was busy recording the teacher's dance. HAHA!
and there u go, the teacher's dance. =D 

owh btw, the 1st performance, before the teacher's dance, was.... nice... BECAUSE THEY INCLUDED XTINA'S SHOW ME HOW U BURLESQUE =DDDDDD u know~~ im a xtina freak..!! HAHA! it seems that im the only person who screamed when they played xtina's song xDXD bapak excited okay!!!! =D

basically, we enjoyed laughing at people yesterday. 

prom was basically fun! i mean, because its new to me, i find it interesting, doing my own things, AND IGNORING PERFORMANCES WAS REALLY FUN tho i know its really really RUDE. but i cant help it. =D NOW I KNOW WHY PPL USUALLY IGNORE PERFORMANCES WHEN PPL ARE PERFORMING =D its not that they dont wanna respect them, its just, sometimes, too many performances, and when u're unlucky, people thinks that ur performance is boring, then.. they... DO THEIR OWN STUFFS =D

i was thinking, if i were performing up there, i bet people will do the SAME THING. so, i'm really glad that im not performing, having great time messing around, walking around =D and also, at least i know i sing better than some of them (HAHAHAHAHAHHHA!!!! LANSI LAH NOW!!!!)

anyways, the food kinda sucked, but luckily i was kinda hungry, so, HEHE! i ate it, or i'll waste my.... .. seratus lima puluh ringgit. WTF! btw, i think the best food was the bun with butter xD

anways, im darn lazy to talk so much here.

PHOTOSESSION NOW!!!!!!!!  

YO! im back from prom. 

will post after i wake up. im darn tired now to post about the details. 
basically enjoyed the night.

legs hurting like... yeah... its really tired.

eyes are really closing right now. so. CHAO PEEPS.

I PROMISE I'LL UPLOAD WTV PICS I HAVE TOMORROW =D and ofcourse! VIDEO OF MR TAN DANCING XDXDXD 

CHAOOOOO

1. bathe my doggie =D

2.get some bag for my prom. coz my mom told me last minute that she actually gave the bag i wanted to use to other ppl. GREAT =D i getta get a new one xD

3.driving lesson at 11am. == lazy lahhhh seriously.

4.go wanyung's house at 1.30pm. finally getta see her house. =DDDDD let see how big is her house. xD 

and ofcourse, my fon, must be fully charged, to take awesome pics. =DD

see u awesome people tomorrow ! 

=D

now, its-time-for-me-to-say..............................

FINALEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!

i thought i NEVER wanted A lvls to end. but. towards the end, i SUPERB SICK of the stress. DARN SICK OF IT! so, if u every say to me, im damn stress for SPM now, or... even normal skl test,ESPECIALLY IF U'RE IN SKL, I'LL DEFO DOUBT U! XD 

mann. doing A lvls is the 1st time in my life that i'd ever worked SO HARD for studies. yes. WITHOUT TUTION! i know some of u filthy rich people go tution for A lvls. im not like u people, GOT RICH PARENTS XD

now, i hope my results are like in end of sem2, =D i'd NEVER get that good results before, without tution, it was all my hard work. like. SERIOUSLY XD i even work MUCH harder that AS finals. wtf right? i know.

and, because of this,  AS came out quite depressing. for those of u who actually know abt it, yeah. its ALL because of bio. i REALLY thought that i could get at least an A for bio. but it turned out a WEAK B. and im like WTF?! WHY IS THIS HAPPENING? but when i redo my PYP, for this time, retake bio, i finally know why. the ang mohs want BAPAK FULL ANSWERS! and im are like... hehehh half way through. if u know me well, u'll know that i ASSUME alot. =) thats why im bad in thinking skills xD yesh. i used to FAIL alot for my TKS in sem 1 HEHE! but HEY! I AT LEAST GET A B for my finals. not bad right?? UNGRADED TO B! =D thanks to Ms D's erm, GREAT TEACHING and the good thinking skills' classmates who always use TKS to argue on fb HEHEHEH

bapak. this is SO getting outta topic. 

ANYWAYS! A lvls, IM DONE! God please give me results that i wanted so badly all these while. PLEASE! i dont mind my life's boring. JUST, i need those results! :O

OWH AND!!!!! if u're free, mind clicking on this, 1st  like the page, then like this vid. 
i don't mind losing. but, just not so malu lah. 

 my mom is SO GAN ZHEONG. dont understand why oso. i'd lost my motivation d. anways, JUST VOTE FOR ME PEEPS! i might not sing DARN good as u expect, but just for the sympathy, just VOTE ME KAY? i love u peeps =) 

P/S:

i hate asking ppl to vote me, because that makes me sound SO LOA, and despo ==

please help me to the vid, its in the link below. BUT! before that, like the page. 

PLEASE AND THANK YOU. =D

i dont mind loosing, but i dont wanna loose till damn malu. kay peeps? THOSE WHO VOTED, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! AND U GET MY BLESSINGS =D

click this.

i might be a lil emo these days, 

okay, so, my holidays' inofficially started. since i still got 1 more paper, BIO P1. =D BUT YEAH. people like me, is not gonna start it so darn early like right after bio p4 then straight away start bio p1, and the main thing is, ITS BIO P1!!! MCQ! wtf. start so early for what????????

anyways, back to ytd. since i know my parents well and they know me well (erm, kinda xD), i decided to tell inform them kinda last minute that im going movie with my dearest pm14. tho its only,6 of us == BUT I CAN EXPLAIN THAT!!!!! some people went back, some people's got something else to do xD

ok ANYWAYS! =D we went for KungFuPanda 2 
TONS of lame jokes!!!!! i would be nicer if those girls sitting behind us kept quiet!
this is what they did :

•  oooohhhh SOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! *squeky laughs*
• *38 screams*
• *bitch laugh at things who're NOT EVEN FUNNY*

okay i know its bad to bitch abt ppl this way, but its not only me, all 6 of us find it SUPER ANNOYING! owh and immediately after the movie, i actually bitched about them HEEE!!! that's what bitches do. gah.

 leewei.
yeahh this time getta take pic with him =D
coz that day after chem he rushed home like a kiasu xD 

yy's back. 
he turned back coz was kinda pissed coz i said the background is too bright,
cant see his face in camera. 

2 more life determining paper to go. 
cant stand the fact that other ppl finished their papers and happily enjoying now and i still have to struggle with these shit.

i know how much it meant for me, but i'm so NOT IN THE MOOD!
its like im looking staring at the dream that is getting further, saying buhbye to me. and im like slumbering, taking my own sweet time, slacking, and BLOGGING HERE! instead of chasing after it. wtf. 

and the best part is, no matter how hard i tried, i'll never get what i want. great job m2. :/

its last paper for those who take math chem and phy. 
so nais.

btw, screw chem.
at first, i was expecting at least 80 marks for p4, then i realize thats quite impossible for me. so, i lower it to 70 and above. at least still an A. but now, i really wonder if i can actually get 60, at least, out of 100. :S
i know myself well, no more A for chem. gone. bye bye.

okay. quit emo-ing. since its the last day for those, who didnt take bio in my class, and didnt retake phy, its their last paper today, so, heheh. PHOTOSESSION!!! =DD 

wanyung, me and yy. 
i like this. 3 different, happy facial expression, different happy =) 

AHPA!

wanyung, me and desmond.

MING YING! =D

SO HAPPY HUH JUYINN XD

so i went college's library to study today. this time i studied in the 2nd floor. its WAYYY too noisy at the 1st floor. stupid immature boi boi(s) playing counter strike in library (im fine with that) + shouting till the whole library's 1st floor can hear. those boys never, NEVER concern about that there are people who are studying there. and what i can say is, YOU BOYS ARE REALLY STUPID AND SELLFISH!
nice place to study in the 2nd floor, except the fact that every class changing session will be darn noisy. some nuts will scream, or shout, playing with their friend like no one's business.
actually, i can't really blame them. coz they are just too excited for the FOOD moment(om nom nom nom~~~ *grin*), and forgot that it's actually the library's queit zone, just behind the doors infront of their class.

btw, i found out something QUITE interesting. =D

yeap, this IS my chem step by step =)
and OFCOURSE! the FAKE ORIGINAL VERSION =D 

random fella: after 1 month, i wont be coming back. 

a random person: i wish i was can be smarter and a better person
and the other person replied: i wish i am too... 
LOL!  

emo fella: after 1 month, i won't be seeing you again, i wish i can forget u...

a self motivating fella: I CAN! (in chinese) xD

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it ain't about how good you are when it comes to all these rubbish.

when it comes to a situation that people have zero knowledge about u, and you are not doing your best, sorry, u're out. 

it's all about knowing each other that gives you the priority. and this really make things HOPELESS. 

you gave me nothing, except for those non-functioning things. HOW AM I GONNA GIVE YOU MY BEST????? i planned everything perfectly, but in the end of the day, i get to use NOTHING i planned. and you, dont blame the others. you, yourself, are the one to be blamed. you are responsible for things to go right, you should've reach earlier that day itself and check if everything's alright and to be fair. dont use the excuse that how the workers laze around. its none of my business.

you kept me waiting like a nuts, and ended up with regrets. HOW AM I EVER GONNA TRUST YOU PEOPLE??

i put hope in it. but in the end, WHAT DID I GET? FULL OF REGRETS! NOTHING BUT REGRETS, for wasting my time with a bunch of idiots.

its not that im pissed for such a small matter. im just, dissapointed with what u people gave me. u crushed my hope, as if u stepped on an ant, accidently, without u knowing. 

i know all these rubbish happen all the time everywhere. i just didn't expect that i'll face that once more. 

in the end i just wanna say,

screw you, for dissapointing me.

i know its not worthing to bitch here though

this, will be a really emo post. just to warn you beforehand. 

so.. yesterday was the last day of class. yes. CAL. last day of class.

i felt sad, as in really sad, that not everyone is here. WHY? i mean, that's the last time that we actually sit down together in class, facing the teachers, and crap around. 

i was really shocked that when i reach the class, only seejia and nic was there. maybe i shouldn't expect too much from you ppl. photo sessions for last day of class? its pointless without you people. 

PM14 is a relatively small class compared to other class since the beginning of the course. and as the course started, people left one by one. 1st was ppl changing class. and thanks to that, yy and shichun joined pm14 =) then michelle ting's changing course here and there, and finally, she quited A lvl to some... unknown course.. :P actually i dont even know what she's doing oso. gah. then florence. she left us too. then lixian, chern ,ain and shichun. finally, lisa and alan left. =(

to all the jan10' PM14-ian (lol), i really wanna thank you ppl.  i love all of u. my classmates. each and everyone of u. no matter u're the ex or current. thank you for giving me such a wonderful,  fantastic, fantabulous (LMAO) great 1.5 year! yes. u ppl gave me wonderful memories. the sexist part of us, LMAO moments, the bitching abt ppl moments, the comforting each other moments (lol this sounds so wrong... ... i cherish those moments. really. i dont know how u ppl feel. but i love being together with you people. =)

there's this feeling in me since yesterday, somewhere deep inside me(ahh maybe im too fat xD), very very deep inside, i felt really sad. as in the really really sad. especially when saying goodbye to each other. no more having fun classes together. 

and imma book you guys now, 25/5, 2:30pm. imma grab each and everyone of you, to take pic with me. 2 person pic =D you and me. all 16 of u! u'd better not run away!!

i've been so inefficient these days. the laziness, in me, damn, such a disaster!

sometimes, i wonder, is it possible to achieve the straight A's that i wanted so so so so so much? it's only a week or slightly more remaining. dang. and i'm as if still at the starting point, still slacking, when other people sprinted already halfway, or 3 quarter, reaching the end. 

it's like, whatever i studied, i memorised, it's not in my head, in my anus perhaps? as if whatever i studied just came out like how i pee and shit. wtf. 

and its so depressing when i look at the academic calendar, it's getting nearer, day by day, and i'm still remaining at the same place. damn. 

i'm so stupid. so stupid. STUPID.