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1 week break after finishing a system is great. 

at least i've got time to rest my mind out, sleep like the nobody's business ( it is actually :P) then catch up with what i left behind ( although it ain't much... it its always better than nothing) :D

there's a say, 'sleeping is a medical student's luxury'. 

well, i disagree this saying when i first heard because i just couldnt understand how can a person crave for sleep when u're only studying. then slowly, when the days are nearer to the sem1 exam, i start to think, damn i need sleep, im lack of it. and that onwards, i cherish my sleeping time, each and everytime, i'll make sure i have quality sleep :P

sleep rawks :D 

i've been blogging for years. and yes. i never like to go back and read the post i blogged. because it seemed so childish. and i somehow dont like to face the fact that im childish because i truly believe that i AM mature, at that moment, and a moment later, hahh, i still think that im childish :P 

as you can see, my blog updates are getting less by year. 

not that i dont feel like blogging, but i've got nothing to blog about.
or you can read it as, i suck in words, i suck at writing. 

no matter how good the topic that is for me to blog about, i somehow never type it into words, the sentence that im satisfy with. Never. Just somehow. 

i have friends complaining to me that my blog's dead, and i always reply them with a smile, or a laugh, and continued with, 'yeah im busy', or ' i've got nothing to blog about' 

well, the reason i said i've got nothing to blog about, as i told you, i suck in words, i dont know how to put those feelings into words, it's something deep inside me, it's huge, and it's so condense. and everytime i have those feeling, its when i want to blog about, but i just cant put it into words. ahhhh words, you're killing me.

even when it comes to studies. how much I just wish that im better in language and understanding, so that I can remember things with less effort. 

you blame, you bitch, you scold ALL THE TIME! and for the wrong reason, EVERYTIME, but not even an apologize after that. 

showing your faces, yes i know that's your superiority, that you're so good at it. -.-

and what i hate the most, is that whenever you bitch, your stare, your glare, and the most annoying shaking head, acting that u're swallowing your saliva. HELL! do u even have that MUCH saliva to swallow? DO YOU? 

could you PLEASE, i beg you, at least get your facts right before you start shouting like a bitch. i dont mind you shaming yourselves but hello, if that's something to do with me, then you're messing with the wrong person.

i'll freaking keep my mouth shut if im the one who's wrong. but im not! 

the older you go, the MORE you dont listen to people, the MORE you dont get your facts right before you start bombarding people around you. 

and you NEVER apologize. 

BESIDES!
you always scold us for talking loud (you think), but look who's louder. you said he and his family always talk irrespectfully loud, but aren't you one of them? 
you're shouting EVERY-SINGLE-DAY, without fail. 

you never reflect yourself before you even criticize people. 

im disappointed over you.  

sometimes, u wanted something so badly, and the jealousy comes when you saw other people having it (person/stuffs/jobs, nothing in specific) and u even curse the person who has it. but as time passed, you slowly get use to it, you started thinking, things aint that bad actually, why so persistent? the world ain't gonna end just because u don't get what you want. 

in the end, when that person lost what he/she got, and there goes the 'awwww D:'

i dont know if you people experienced this, but this happens all the time to me. 

you jealous, you get used to it, and when you're finally used to it, things end, you feel sad for them, and you regret. 

it was really fun running around splashing, shooting water to people. 

and im in love with that boy, he's sooooo cute :3

so cute :D   

owh btw, the festival is NOT ONLY about splashing water to each other, there are also performances, and friggin nais food :D  

P/S: life's really good without the need of worrying for exams. 

i'd never been so tired in my life before college. 

eversince i stepped into college, life's getting busier, time is flying like mad. its like today is monday, the next thing you realize it IS already friday!

and eversince i stepped into uni, my life is full of printing lecture notes, staring at the computer, staring at the lecture notes, locking myself on the chair, and my ass getting bigger and bigger day by day. its really tiring. yet, as i said in the previous post, im happy. not that i'll say i love this life or i dont like life like this, but at least, im happy of what im doing now, no matter how tiring i am.

why am i happy? 

because people around me are mature enough to accept those weakness in me instead of spreading bad words/bitching behind me like what you always see in high school, full of politics. 

also, the reason i love my CAL life, simple enough, people are mature enough to know, which kind of words we should speak, we should take it seriously and which are those who we should just ignore it :) (i miss the PM14s, i really do miss every single member!)

the never ending pile of notes are just keeping me away from thinking about those nonsense. which is... GOOD :D 
i do whatever i like around those people. life is really good :D
we shoot each other, being mean to each other, but no harsh feelings between. isn't life great with all these people around? 

it is, at least to me :)

im busy these days. really busy. 

im tired, really tired. exhausted i mean :p

but im happy. 

no matter what happened are now the past. and what i need to do is to work for the future. ohyeah~

im happy with my life now. no matter how tired, how tough is it. 

and i'll keep fantasizing wes as my motivation. :D

u're doing such stupid things over and over again.
and u think u're always right. stop being so childish.  
u're a male yet u act like a bimbo/bitch.
this is too much.
how much more do i need to tolerate with those shit u're to do?
i hate people who scold people for the wrong/exaggerated reasons and no apologies after that. 

yes u're fking good SPM student. 

and im a fking useless med student. i dont worth any respect even a bit, as a human.
and yes, u, a high school student, wtv post u're holding on scouts which i dont freaking care, u worth much of respect, and u speak fantastic english with what? american accent? oh no, sorry, u're anyhow a high class human, i apologize for being so many class lower than you, i speak manglish, my english sucks, i laugh in the public loudly like no one's there, i burp in your face, im shorter than you, im fat, my high school grades are lower than you, my high school mates cant study as how u can study so much, u're such a genius and im such an idiot, u're so sven, and im rough, u're so educated, u're an intellectual man and i act like im uneducated. yeh maybe, im not as educated as you do and im sorry i cant act as good as you infront of people. 

but hey, when you think u're great, when you think u have such high-class taste, u think u're so educated, so sven, there's always much more people out there, better than you. so what's your point of showing off infront of me how good you are and u dont even dare to talk out there and act emo? 

grow up, kid -.-

can't sleep the night before and u clearly know that u need to wake up early the next morning.

whatever u tried to remember just doesn't stay in your mind for long. no, wait, it's not exactly that but it just happen to flash out much later than u need it and since you can't remember, you start to crap and the fantastic part is u dont even know what the hell are u crapping. it's like a reflex thing, it just comes without you knowing though some might make sense but u know it doesn't make sense most of the time.

then the hands start to get colder, then it shivers, then palm sweats. 

and the mistakes are all over the place. 

ahhh, i have such an awesome nerves.

I've got so many things in my mind. 
i've got so many plans to work out. 

so many things to buy,
so many things to achieve.

now that im a person with battery 100% charged.
i'm looking forward the days coming.  
and i believe life's gonna be good. 

this is a cover of me singing skyscraper. 
its imperfect.
and its freaking tiring
because i dont have enough stamina like Demi have. 

anyways, i'd really hope u people enjoy this cover. 
and IGNORE THE THUNDER behind!!!! 

making a cover is what i really wanted to do all these years. 
but i never get satisfied with those covers and ending up deleting it.

i wouldn't say i'm satisfied with this, but at least, not as UNSATISFIED as those previous ones.  

haha. oops, im scorpio :P 

第一名：天蝎座

关键语：你浑身散发出来的神秘气息，让人越来越想试着接近你。

谁都知道天蝎座所拥有的妒忌心，在恋爱时的任何一种情况下，都会展露出来。那是因为不精通恋爱的性格所致，不会移情别恋只专心他一人的专情之女。天蝎座的热情像是快要喷出岩浆的火山，但在表面上却完全看不出来。

只要进展到恋爱关系时，没有别的星座能比天蝎座更强烈了，只因在外观上非常的文静，所以寻求恋人时很费时，且天蝎座是深藏强烈妒忌心的星座。如果能控制住的话还好，只是她却常常表现阴沉。

第二名：天秤座

关键语：你那优雅的笑，把你衬托得更美。

所谓恋爱高手的天秤座，从以上分数也可可以很清楚的确定。可是不论如何的优等生也总有不拿手的科目。对天秤座来说，是哪一项呢？十二星座中第一的恋爱高手。

对天秤座来说，恋爱是享受，所以为了这种享受可以不惜花上金钱或提升自己。为虚荣可以将年终奖金全部投注在服饰上，对知识的寻求也从不怠慢。不过一旦成为三角关系，或父母有意见时会立刻逃避，这样下去永远都会做不到坦诚相见的恋情。

第三名：狮子座

关键语：你那贵气让人想征服你。

就像在学校时你是考试时非常厉害的那种人。只要你一旦认定，要让这次的恋爱有成果，就能完全利用的直觉，挤出你的智慧向前迈进，不是一位将力表现于外的装模作样之人。

希望在恋爱上或性中都态度热情，就像猛燃烧的火似的，重覆着激烈又短暂的恋爱命运的狮子座女性。一旦定下目标后，就完全不顾对方的一切，展开全力向他接近。相爱成了人生最大的喜悦，也是生存下去的动力能源。

第四名：双鱼座

关键语：你让人不由自主想保护你。

男性给双鱼座女生所喜爱的项目每一项分数都很高，受欢迎度高也是可以明白的。可是要说这样在恋爱上就没问题，也不见得。被视为“眼泪之女”而爱尽苦头的也大有人在。虽然你属于恋爱接爱者，却为了拥有他牺牲自己也在所不惜。

恋爱时为了他尽心尽力的模样是很伟大，但完全配合对方的爱情观念正是问题所在。你可能会因对方对你厌倦而终日以泪洗面，或被对方玩弄的可能性也极高。所以千万小心不要太受支配而受到伤害。

第五名：射手座

关键语：你那如男孩般的性格让人感到亲切。