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i love these people :D 

owh and the egg is soooooo nais :D
THANKS ESTEE <3 

no im not gonna talk about studies since its so disappointing. 

imma talk about days after exam instead 
so, this is what i did, slept for 15 mins during OBA and that helps quite alot for the night session. and dayum, its quite nice to sleep actually despite the careless mistake i made tho. :/

so i managed to join the junior's orientation like finallehhhhhhhh
i always wanted to go so badly. and its quite disappointing coz we missed the 1st really really important week, and ended up with ending the conversation within 10lines with them. 

and in case if u dont know, i screamed my lungs out cheering for my beloved group 6, no matter how/what their performance is. as long as there's somebody from group6, there u hear, my scream. i really wanna apologize to those who're standing/sitting around me that time. hope ur eardrums are still in functioning properly? :P

i really love my groupmate. thats it. 

and to the juniors, if that's so happen that u guys actually come across this post, i just wanna say that i dont care whether u people remember me, coz it doesnt matter anymore. im sure that u guys will know that we so called 'sem2s', kononnya, really wanted to join the orientation with u guys, but 1 thing u guys wont know is how we felt, how much we'd actually wish to be part of u guys joining every event with u guys. 

anyways, i had fun entertaining myself, screaming, cheering, kacau-ing, bitching with and sayang all my beloved, U KNOW WHO YOU ARE :) and for those who're not, dont be so busy body, coz u're thinking too much. -.- *bitch stares*

so yeah, everything is all about entertaining ourselves with the belovedS :)
its good to have people u love around u, doing stupid stuffs with u without being concern about ur freaking image. i love u guys <3

之前之所以不肯讲出来，就是不想你像现在一样
把我的疮疤向全世界的人开来看。 

我不需要言语上的关心，因为那只会让我倍感压力，行动就够了,保持沉默是最佳鼓励。
我不需要你教我一些我已经看清的事物，因为我清楚明白自己该怎么做，若我不会，我会问。
我不需要你教我怎么读书，因为我有自知之明。若我觉得我该继续，我会继续读，说什么也没用。
我不需要你为我担心，因为我不想你为我担心、睡不着，那不值得。这些，我自己承担就好，因为这是我的责任。
我不需要你在考试过后跟我一起研究我的读书弱点在哪里，因为我知道我的弱点在哪。
我不需要你在我考试后酸我，因为我那么做有我自己的理由。
我不需要你在我考试后诅咒我，说我不及格的话，要尽早计划好出路。

真的，不用。

 
老天救救我。 
帮帮我，我真的不想令身边的任何人失望。

all i want is just get through this. 

i need much luck and miracle. 

May God help me. 

maybe someday, i'll get what i want. 

i need more time. 
i really do need more time.  

24小时前的那个拥抱，
虽然理智告诉我他不会记得
我紧紧抱着他的那一刻，
但那对我而言，此生难忘。

那一刻，感觉很不真实。
因为我从来，从来都没想像这一刻。

虽说嘴上老提着要干嘛，干嘛的，
事实上，并不是打从心底安排好要做的事，
真的，只是嘴上说说罢了

但眼看我前面那女的都抱上去了，
我不抱的话就此生遗憾啊！
干脆什么矜持都不要了！
两个都抱上去！

我不知道其他人是怎样，
但我抱上去的，
是带着我的爱，紧紧地抱着。
脸上带着的是人家讲的，最幸福的笑容。
那一刻，我真的觉得我是世界上最幸福的人。 

而他，是我抱过最久的人，
也是我抱过最紧的人。

WongFuProductions~

i wouldn't say im a great fan/no.1 fan of them, coz im not a person who'll do all the posters, all the handmade souvenirs,  toys, blih blah. im not. i'd say im a big fan of them instead. :) 

i... contribute my screaming/shouting to them? 

anyways, i believe most of u know that i went for their SouthEast Asia Tour WF4L! :D
i didnt know that InspireME increased the number of WongFu Fans frm 300 to a thousand. i mean, that is crazy!
i thought i was that lucky enough to be one of the 300.. :P
i didn't know that until yesterday when i was there queueing up for the meet and greet session. 
 the queue was freaking long. LONGGGGGGG
and im thinking, this.. is not 300, right? and i asked people around me and THAT TIME only i found out!

1st time seeing Malaysian being so kiasu, waiting for HOURS before the time even come.
 heard people even reach taylors to queue up at 1pm for the meet and greet session???
CRAZY! KIASUUU!!!
 

but nyah.... who cares?? the most important thing is, we ALL ENJOYED!
Wes and Phil, the fans, the performers, the emcee, some but not all staffs :P

it was a great night, heh, phil and wes are soooo huggable! 
sorry if i scared both of you with such a craziness but i really couldn't help seeing people i love that always appear on my computer screen appearing infront of me for real. 

LOVE THEIR SMILE!!!!!!!!! 

i dont know how true is this, but i received this as an email and it says....

i dont know about you people, but i'll go hyper whenever i see my friends no matter how shitty i feel inside. 

class' great after the 1 week of CNY off. i mean, CNY! the number of angpaos received doesnt really matter to me coz CNY is all about reunion! meeting your.. ... ... long-time-no-see family members! your cousins, your fun AHNTY and UNCOs! owh and.. FOOD! :D CNY cookies! nom nom noms~

i wasnt in the CNY mood till the 1st day of CNY, 12am :P the mood came in only after wishing everyone i know (most of u) why is that so late? ehem. because, A MED STUDENT IS LIFELESS!!!! imagine, u have to study during ur CNY, when u're suppose to eat, sleep, play, receive angpaos and repeat! haha. okay okay, i know im exagarrating. yes. being a med student is lifeless. but in MY case, its because my exam's around the corner. so yeah. 

im a kiasu person, i don't wanna fail. and i can guarantee, no one would LOVE to fail in anything in their life. 

anyways, back to topic. i expected this year's CNY will be boring, lifeless, etc. tho i didnt do much things during the 1 week break but when people asked me about my 1 week off, i somehow tend to reply them with.. AWESOME! from what i remember, what i did was, receive angpao, eat, watch tv, online, do some unproductive study, sleep, talk.. .. ..  and thats seemed to be all.... owh and walk around with my family! :D idk if i changed, but i find listening to my family's stories' interesting. yes. including my aunts', uncles', cousins' bitching session! owh well, bitching sessions are always interesting. :P

now that im back in subang, classes started, i miss my AHNTIS, my UNCOs, my cousins, my cousins' kids. why are my family so cute? :3

its been a sweet CNY this time :)
things i didnt expected came in sweetly. 
the only thing i hope is to keep this sweetness going throughout the year, even CNY's over. 

btw, the sweetest thing about this CNY,
SPOT IN DA HAUS! :D
he's been a cutie so far. 10 months old baybeh. <3
following me everywhere even to my room!
and guess what, he'll make all sorta noises but bark just to make me come down and release him frm being tied up.

smart dog :P 

没结果，就是没结果。 

再怎么盼，再怎么望，也都没用。

与其像个傻子，与其像个疯子，与其自己疯狂，

与其每天早晨充满着天堂般的期待，然后仿佛由天堂坠入地狱般的失落，

那么辛苦，倒不如放手。

给我一点时间，我深信我可以。 

我不玩了，

不是不爱玩，不是不会，

而是玩不起。

你，珍重。

"Study's a very hard thing to do u know? u must be determined and discplined enough to clear your mind out and sit down there and study" - Ms annie

frankly, i didnt really get what she meant until recently. i mean, why is it so hard to sit down, and clear my mind off and study? why is that so hard? it's either im distracted or i feel sleepy a few minutes later. and then, wtv i read are outta my mind. 

it's like i can do anything for HOURS than studying. i can stare at some white boring plain wall for hours than studying efficiently, i can watch tv and rmb everything there than studying efficiently, i can youtube for hours, i can fb for hours, i can chat for hours, etc. 

anything but studying efficiently. W.H.Y!

its depressing realizing the fact that people studying so much lesser than u, and they can remember things better, u studied more, but u remember nothing. feeling like an useless bimbo facing the stack of notes and remember nothing. 

P/S: this is not an emo post. 
its more of a bitching ones.